Oh God!! I've killed again!

"I woke up this mornign, my head was still fuzzy. I couldn't remember what had happened until I saw the blood on my hands. I couldn't remember how bad it had gotten until I looked in the mirror and saw the streaks of blood I had painted around my eyes, war-paint style. Then I knew...it had happened again. Oh dear god in heaven have mercy, I've killed again.

The fog is begining to clear from my mind. I wish it wouldn't these memories are too much to bear. The screams of pain, the pleas for mercy that I ignored, oh how they echo in the dank cavern of my skull.

This is what happens every time I drink a wine spritzer. My alcohol tolerance is terrible, and unlike those lucky few who just get sick and pass out, I murder when I'm drunk. "-boy in photo

This is what happens if you leave macaroni on your stove for 5 minutes. Those are ants.

A pipe broke in my house and started spraying and shooting water everywhere. I ran down the stairs to get my neighbors, falling all the way down. Then my door shut and I got locked out.

:) Holy week break I'm going to Panama and Coasta Rica!!!

Updated my photo page!

Oh yeah I also do work...The other week I gave a talk to the pregnant women that meet once a month here in the clinic. I talked about the different types of birth control. I started out by asking them how many kids they wanted....none of them had an answer, they had never thought of it before or thought that they couldn´t control for things like that! ¨Whatever god wants¨is a response you often here.....

This next week after the Sait Patty´s day Pub Crawl I´ll be doing a Health Week in a bilingual school in Thanks City (Gracias). I´ve also been teaching english in the kindergarden and I´ll be getting free toothbrushes from Colgate to give out at the schools.

I just gave a talk to the new trainees that have come in about stress management. They say at this time in your service (12-14months) people start to come down from the honeymoon and realize that they have an entire year still left....I´ve been too busy to notice...lets hope it stays that way! ;)